Monday, November 11, 2013

Staying White In a Muddy World

How's it going white brothers and sisters?

Life's been a bit rough for me lately but I'm keeping up with most of my responsibilities (otherthan this blog at least.) Staying a man of honor who is known for integrity seems to get harder every year. I was wondering if any of you out there have any strategies for embracing our culture in hostile places and locations without coming off like a preachy blowhard.

Two things have happened to me in the last few months that lead me to think about what sort of ambassador for the white race I am. Very different situations and looking back on both of them I think I could have done better.

The first was a pretty hard day. My little cousin got hit by a drunk driver pulling off 37... The drunk driver was a mexican with no papers and no insurance. My family was pretty upset in the waiting room (My cousin is doing fine now btw. She ended up with two broken ribs and and twelve stitches in the back of her head). We didn't know what was going on my mom's brother started talking all this bullshit about how the mexican was there because of jobs and economics and all this barack obama type nonsense. He's sitting here making excuses for some spic who just hospitalized his blood shouldn't have to have insurance just like the rest of us.

I have to admit I lost my cool a little bit. It just really pissed me off that he had all this sympathy for a spic who's not blood or race, meanwhile his neice is bleeding in a hospital bed. Long story short, I feel like I really dropped the ball. Most of my family is not racially aware. Here we were in a situation where an illegal immigrant had harmed a family member. I feel like I should have been able to to help steer my family to some awakening here. Instead I came out too emotional and strong and now my family thinks of me as colder and meaner.

The second incident is the radio in the truck with a coworker. He's white and our small company is all white. The owner is somewhat racially aware and the others are all friendly to those of us who are. The thing is he keeps turning on rap music while we're driving around. Especially after my last incident of trying to be the ambassador and talk about our common cause going so badly... I'm hesitant to come on too strong, but I also don't want to drive around listening to nigger music sometimes 2-3 hours a day.

As racially aware ambassadors how can we be messengers to our folk without coming off as preachy and alienating the very people we're here to save?